Life in Poetry reading, writing, reflecting

Life in Poetry reading, writing, reflecting
April showers bring May flowers

Tuesday, 9 April 2019

⌗AtoZ challenge, April 9th, letter H

Here is my contribution to the A to Z Challenge of April 2019.
This is the first time I am participating in this challenge, so we'll see if I have the stamina to complete the whole month !
I am also, very ambitiously, writing for the April NaNoWrite ! So the challenge is twofold !!



Hang on to your horse and enjoy the ride. And good luck to all my fellow participants.




If you would like to know more go here


H is for HEAVEN


                       Heaven was in Corsica, August 1985 on the GR 20. (chemin de grande randonnée)
Hiking all day, 20kg on my back, all my earthly possessions; bathing in waterfall pools; sampling freshly-made cheese from a stone hut while teasing the goats; sleeping under the stars in a warm sleeping bag and survival foil; waking up to first light, or in the dark, to the snuffling of a wild pig searching for food that they couldn't find because we had stored it all up in a tree.



Paglia Orba
                       



                      Heaven is feeling the wind on my face, listening to the rush of water on the hull, the tingling of the halyard against the mast, the flutter of the spinnaker as it rose towards the sky; navigating with the sweep of the lighthouses, gazing up at the Big Dipper and a zillion constellations; steadying the wheel, taut in my grip. Mistress of the seas.
(the Mediterranean between Menton and Cavalaire-sur-Mer, July 1982)


                       Heaven is building sandcastles, digging holes on Alum Chine beach; sitting on the sand, legs outstretched, expectant, as the ripple of the dying waves lap at our toes or suddenly smack us in the face: stinging throat and eyes, spitting spume; playing in Robert Louis Stevenson's playground while reading his poems; devouring watercress and egg on wholewheat. cream jam donuts or the occasional hot-dog with sauerkraut; strolling on the Purbeck cliffs in the sunny breeze, up and down, up and down; pausing to behold Old Harry Rocks or Durdle Door and taking a nip in the icy water while the gulls bob on the swell.
(Bournemouth, Poole and the Purbecks with my children: 1997, '99, 2002, 06, 2010, 16. Just as I enjoyed them from 1965 to 1986, every summer.)









Dorset thatched cottage, 1997


Alice & me, 1999


Paul, 2002


Compton Acres, 2010


                      Heaven is lounging on the sofa with my son watching the delicious but sometimes hard lives of the cats of Istanbul, on Sunday evening: 'Kedi'. Sipping Wei ßbier with lemon and taking delight in an almond and raspberry tart.

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Kedi go here

I'm in Heaven, Fred Astaire

And just for fun

Thank you for reading. If you would like to share your thoughts, please comment below
and I will be sure to reply. Have a nice 'H' day. Sunny again today, here in Toulouse, some buoyante clouds, rain last night, but warmer than yesterday .

Monday, 8 April 2019

⌗AtoZ challenge, April 8th 2019, letter G

Here is my contribution to the A to Z Challenge of April 2019.
This is the first time I am participating in this challenge, so we'll see if I have the stamina to complete the whole month !
I am also, very ambitiously, writing for the April NaNoWrite ! So the challenge is twofold !!

Hang on to your horse and enjoy the ride. And good luck to all my fellow participants.





G for GLEE

                                 I have been following an American TV series for about 6 months, now, called GLEE. (recommended by my two daughters Alice and Emma). It's about a High School Glee Club, a Choir club. They participate in a Show Choir Competition every year and are not allowed to perform outside Mc Kinley High for money otherwise they are disqualified. There must be at least 12 members from the school and there are three steps : sectionals, regionals and nationals. Their repertoire includes old-time musicals, modern artists, classical crooners, Blues' artists and modern musicals. Their performances are always song and dance. The series also covers the lives of the members in and out of High School : their loves, fears, frustrations, ambitions...the pain of growing up !

The first season sees the re-introduction of a Glee Club at McKinley High (Lima, Ohio) after an undefined period of having ceased to exist from lack of funding and interest. William Schuester, the school's Spanish Teacher, wishes to revive it having dabbled in show choir when at High School himself but having failed to succeed as a professional Broadway artist. The students who sign up are all considered misfits by their peers and need to be coerced into joining the Glee Club because of its unpopularity. members of Glee are regularly "slushied". A bright red slushy is thrown in their face usually accompanied by the catch name "loo.....ooooser !"

Anyway, I'm completely hooked. I love all the characters, the singers, the dancers, the performances, the music...But I particularly have fun with Sue Sylvester, the 'villain', played by Jane Lynch whom you might know as the schizophrenic mother of genius agent Dr. Spencer Reid in Criminal Minds.

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here are extracts.

from GLEE,  go here

and here, Season 5, episode 3 on
and here



two from Criminal Minds, showing Jane Lynch's acting skills in a very different registrar.



To know more about GLEE and its actors/actresses


ENJOY.

Personnally, I find the whole thing very GLEEFUL ! And look forward to watching my next episode in bed, on my iPad, after work, e-mails, social networking, just before reading a good book and falling asleep. Sweet Dreams Glee brings, as Yoda would say !

Thank you for reading. If you would like to share your thoughts, please comment below
and I will be sure to reply. Have a nice 'G' day. Sunny again today,  here in Toulouse, some cloud cover, rain forecast for later in the afternoon-night, but still cooler than we had in March. While writing I'm listening to Gershwin and now Louis Armstrong, Mack the Knife.





Saturday, 6 April 2019

⌗AtoZ Challenge, April 6th. letter F

Here is my contribution to the A to Z Challenge of April 2019.
This is the first time I am participating in this challenge, so we'll see if I have the stamina to complete the whole month !
I am also, very ambitiously, writing for the April NaNoWrite ! So the challenge is twofold !!

Hang on to your horse and enjoy the ride. And good luck to all my fellow participants.







My contribution today is F for Fantasy. An anticipation story written in 2011for Mslexia. Theme 2021.

Mathilda

“Stop fidgeting and listen !”
The old old man glared at the youngest of the dark round heads gathered around his wicker chair. Beneath the stern look that darted from his eye, shimmered a benevolent gleam. He had seen it all, he had survived 2097, yes he had. On the top of the mountain, a young, young man in sandalled feet and draped shoulders, he had been an engineer on the Huma-Terra project.
He had seen the crevasses split the earth's crust, zigzagging on the screen: Tokyo, Paris, Shanghai, LA, Calcutta. Through the smoked bay window he had seen the giant wave crash at the foot of Kilimanjaro.
“The animals had fled days ago, you see. The cheetahs, leopards and lions had escaped towards Mount Kenya. The elephants had filed up Kilimanjaro. The flamingos had taken off in a cloud of flapping pink and pedalling stick legs, no-one knows where to.”
Peter raised his forehead to the sky and squinting at the sun, tried to imagine a vessel-shaped storm cloud pulsating with the curious birds he had only seen on the archive pad.
“ Once the waters had finally receded, a colony of fuchsia flamingos was spotted on Table Mountain ! ” the ancient man gazed over the hair of his audience, his mind wandering. “ That was in 2120, but I'm getting ahead of myself. ”
A few of the boys shifted on their silk cushions. One of the girls, Mathilda, pulled at her pigtail and sucked on her teeth : “ suurrp ”.
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“ I met May, your great-great-grandma in Megêve in November, plus-thirteen. The Kilimanjaro survivors flew to the Alps in the Huma 1, the first solar-powered air glider. The Mediterranean then stretched from Mount Kenya right up to the foothills of Mont Blanc. ”
“ Was she pretty ? ” Mathilda asked, surprising herself with her own boldness.
“ Like a prairie in the wind, golden locks on speckled wheat skin...She was as light and fresh as I am dark and oily like slick fuel. ”
“ What is fuel ? ” interrupted Peter, perplexed. “ I haven't seen that word in the archive. ”
“ Ah! That's because we wanted to forget about it. The Devil's substance, the curse....More about that another time, ” the ancient survivor snapped impatiently. His eyebrows notched up and stuck V-shaped, his lips tightened, a lead bar.
“ May was part of the Mont Blanc project. She had witnessed a river of cows gushing past boulders and screeching crows beating around the peaks. She told me of a blazing horizon in the far distance to the west where the volcanoes of the Central Plateau were erupting. We travelled there a few years later, together, and trod on a sea of caked lava, cars melted to metal plates frozen in the mud. There were no survivors. We will probably find the inhabitants of these buried towns and villages a thousand years from now, standing petrified, eerie statues, in their homes like in Pompeii. ”
Cows, volcanoes, lava, cars, Pompeii. A lot of words of which Peter could not grasp the meaning. He opened his mouth to ask but then shut it again. A vibrant gong had sounded above the wooded porches. Then a tune tinkling from a triangle. They say a large clock-tower in England used to chime the same melody everyday at twelve o'clock noon.

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“ That's enough for today. Time for potato pulling. Up, up, Samantha will be waiting for you... ”
The wise African settled back down into his wicker chair and laid his neck on the headrest, a firm canvas pillow embroidered with a large-tusked elephant pulling a wooden plough.
Peter, Mathilda, Sarah and the rest of the twenty boys and girls skipped down the porch steps and ran along the dirt path to the potato field. Their arms brushed against umbrella-like green-brown banana leaves; the stem of fruit, a black eye seemed to record their progress.
Peter ran ahead, jumping from side to side over the potholes in the path, slithering on damp grass like the snow-boarder he had seen on the pad, down the slopes. The other children attempted unsuccessfully to keep up. They were nowhere close to having Peter's agility and stamina. Mathilda brought up the rear, idly skipping along, dreaming of May and imagining her own wedding in an ivory dress with frills round the shoulders. She had seen a picture of a princess who had lived over a hundred years before the cataclysm and who died in a tragic accident. A sad, sad story which brought wells of tears to her eyes every time she saw the pictures on the pad.
“ There you are Mathilda, I had almost given up on you!Lost in your dreams again,” Samantha wagged a finger and then pointed to the last row of dark earth.
“ Sorry ” Mathilda whispered as she took up her spade and bucket.
The air filled with a tune of scrapings and thudding as each child dug the earth and dropped the potatoes into their buckets. As the rhythm intensified, there rose a melody, a deep-throated song that stretched back through the wakes of time.

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Another day, sun beating my brow.
We dig, we delve, bend and bask't
Oh ! The earth is hard but my life is sweet.
Tonight we'll gather round the fire.
We stand upright on our two feet.
Hewella, wangole, wangole.
Hewella, bandome, bandome.

Peter was already seated at the long wooden table in the shade of the vine trestles, nails clean and face eager, when Mathilda having at last finished her row stepped onto the large porch. Samantha bustled the children together and one by one they filed along the table to their chairs.
“ Boiled carrots and beans with sautéed grasshoppers today, ” announced Peter, who could always be relied upon to keep up with the week's menu.
Once everyone had their helping, the children awaited Samantha's signal.
“ We give thanks to Mother Earth for providing. Tuck in. ”
Sarah chatted to Mathilda between mouthfuls.
“ What are you doing this afternoon ? I'm going fishing with Auntie Grace. The river is swollen with fish. Pike, minnow and trout. Then we'll smoke and salt them. The minnows we'll pickle. It might rain round four o'clock and Auntie Grace promised us a rainbow, a full arc over the hills. ”
Mathilda munched the insect legs, then swallowed.
“ I found an e-book Emma, by a woman called Jane Austen, written ages ago. I think I'll sit under the gum tree and read it. ”

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“ You're so lazy Mathilda. There's work to be done. You know, 'for the communal good' ” she added, ironically quoting the words with her fingertips as she'd seen Samantha doing.
Mathilda looked at Sarah's face with sad puppy eyes and sighed. After their bananas for dessert, the boys and girls lined up to stack their plates on the wooden counter. The five girls and boys who had dishwashing duty slipped behind it. Mathilda quickly slunk towards the library to borrow an e-pad, vibrating, shivering in anticipation at her stolen afternoon on the hillside devouring Emma. At 5 o'clock ironing duty was on her schedule : sheets ! No way of sneaking out of that one. She could be sure that Amy would hound her down by a quarter to.
The path up the slope was steep. Moist blades of grass caught in her sandals cooling her toes. Wild flowers, lady's smock and meadow sweet tickled the back of her shins. Snug under the gum tree, Mathilda closed her eyes to the wind in her face and thought about the words she had just read : ' the cold, however was severe; and by the time the second carriage was in motion, a few flakes of snow were finding their way down, and the sky had the appearance of being so overcharged as to want only a milder air to produce a very white world in a very short time.' 1Mathilda had read about snow and seen pictures of blanketed landscapes but couldn't grasp the panorama evoked by Jane Austen's words. She tried to imagine England and winter in December. Here in Eastern Africa snow rarely fell. Sometimes you woke up to a white-topped Kilimanjaro but only great-great grandfather Joseph had stood in a crisp January morning and caught snowflakes on his tongue among the wooded fields of Europe. In the book, Emma and her father Mr Woodhouse would have
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thought nothing of falling flakes among the meadows. The wonder and delights of winter magic were not foreign to them; a lost world that Mathilda could only dream of. She would never see England. There was nothing left : a few dried-up, weather-beaten peaks, barren lakes in the North and unwholesome marshes in the South. They say the ruins of the once big city of London lay under twenty feet of salt water; St Paul's dome, a cracked green globe, sometimes reverberating a glint of weak sunlight. Mathilda, however, wished to be able to sit on a window bench in one of Jane Austen's cottages and watch spring blossoms float feather like to the ground. Or to curl up on a woven rug by the hearth of a stately home with colonnades and listen to the conversation of her own two parents discussing matchmaking between respectable men and women of the county or the success of the latest ball at the Manor House. Mathilda sighed.
All of a sudden a pitter-patter could be heard on the leaves of the gum tree and a wonderful clear rainbow arched over the hills below Mathilda. She plunged once more into Emma's intrigues. Life did seem complicated in 1800. Four hundred years, however, hadn't changed human nature much. Mathilda knew whom she must avoid and whom she could trust. Sarah was always amiable but was she really a friend ? She often reproached Mathilda her whims. How would Sarah react if they were ever in a tight spot ? Peter could be counted on to provide you with information and would be practical and clear-headed in the face of danger. Mathilda liked Amy, the chore coordinator. She was strict but fair and never beat about the bush when things needed to be done. At the same time Amy was full of stories about her grandmother and the way she went about domestic tasks. A leader in the colony, who had established the round of duties, she had kept alive the songs and nursery rhymes to which rhythm the tedious work had pulsated.
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Hickory dickory dock
The mouse ran up the clock
The clock struck one
The mouse ran down
Hickory dickory dock

Amy said the clock was a tall wooden box called a grandfather clock with a moon face and metal hands travelling round numbers : twelve at the top and six at the bottom. Peter had made a drawing and shown the other children while they were at their studies : playing a game of calculus with pencil and paper; counting beads on an Asian wooden contraption. Mathilda sometimes felt the world that was no more must have been decidedly strange. Even Jane Austen would have been out of her depth.
A soft tread on the path behind a boulder woke Mathilda from her speculations. She whipped her head round in time to see Amy's dark closely knitted braids appear through the gum tree's leaves.
“ There you are ! Four forty-five, sheet time, ” she declared.
Mathilda smiled, folded her pad and sprang up. She squinted into the infinite sky and breathed in the immense landscape below, the yellow plains of Masaï Mara glowing in the setting sun. Her soul lifted from her melancholy. She followed Amy down through the shivering tall grass and they picked up an old tune :

He has the whole world in his hands
He has the whole world in his hands
He has the whole world in his hands
He has the whole world in his hands

1Emma, Jane Austen, chapter thirteen.



©susanbauryrouchard

#FMF challenge, April 6th 2019, Offer

It’s Friday again. Write for five minutes flat on a word prompt.
If you would like to know more, or join go here


OFFER

The sky is offering rain today and the promise of a wet week-End in the Dordogne, where we are off to with my husband and my son who needs to get away from his cramming for exams. I have nothing to offer than a calm and loving environment and some sound methodological advice on how to revise his philosophy lessons.
Saturday and Sunday will offer a quiet time of writing , watching movies and tv series downloaded onto my iPad. Reading my Barkskins book where I am really behind. Weeding around the windows, stoking the fire...maybe playing tennis if there is a breach in the clouds. All without access to the internet, what a bliss ! But with a swollen cheek, gift from my dentist spree of Thursday (see my Post #AtoZ, letter D, April 4th).

Friday, 5 April 2019

⌗AtoZ challenge, April 5th 2019, letter E

Here is my contribution to the A to Z Challenge of April 2019.
This is the first time I am participating in this challenge, so we'll see if I have the stamina to complete the whole month !
I am also, very ambitiously, writing for the April NaNoWrite ! So the challenge is twofold !!



Hang on to your horse and enjoy the ride. And good luck to all my fellow participants.





Echo


I used to read a story to my second daughter Emma, and then to my son Paul. It was about a young beaver who lives on an island in the middle of a lake. He is very lonely, so he talks to himself and sings. One day, he hears a voice answering him. He is very excited that he has found a new friend. He swims to the shore and goes around the lake, calling along the way. Everytime he calls out, his new friend answers him, so he continues, to catch up with him, but he never does.
While he is going round the lake, he meets an old beaver. He explains that he is lonely and has found a friend in the caller : now here is looking for him. He asks the old beaver if he has seen anyone. Then the old-timer, having understood, explains to the young beaver about the echo and that his new friend does not exist. Our hero is very disappointed and sad. But the old beaver says that it doesn't matter because he's not alone anymore, he has made a new friend, him.

If you would like to know more about the book, go here

That's all for today, a bit behind on other work and especially replying to all your comments and visiting the Master List !

See you tomorrow.

©susanbauryrouchard


Thank you for reading. If you would like to share your thoughts, please comment below
and I will be sure to reply. Have a nice 'E' day. 'Rain, rain, go away, come around another day....' and it did, sunny today here in Toulouse, but a cool easterly breeze. While writing I'm listening to Jimmy Buffet.
If you'd like to listen to him, go here

Thursday, 4 April 2019

⌗IWSG, April 3rd 2019



It's the Insecure Writers Support Group day. Every first Wednesday of the month. Post your answer to the question of the month. Share with other insecure writers, comment on their posts, and spread the word.

If you would like to join the IWSG,
go here

Every month, we announce a question that members can answer in their IWSG post. These questions may prompt you to share advice, insight, a personal experience or story. Include your answer to the question in your IWSG post or let it inspire your post if you are struggling with something to say. 

This month's wonderful co-hosts are J.H. MoncrieffNatalie AguirrePatsy Collins and Chemist Ken!

And this month's question: If you could use a wish to help you write just ONE scene/chapter of your book, which one would it be? (examples: fight scene / first kiss scene / death scene / chase scene / first chapter / middle chapter / end chapter, etc.)

My answer :

As last month, I will say that I do not have the experience in novel writing to fully address the question. However, here is my response : an extract from the third chapter of my novel in progress. (see my post from last month, IWSG March 6th)

New York, March 1988.

Mathilda is looking over the Western entrance to the park. She can distinguish a few early joggers rising from the lake towards the grey slick boulders. It rained heavily last night and the sky drips mist, leaves glistening in the rays of a shy sun. Double croce and 3 by 4 rhythm. Transcript analysis. How boring ! Mathilda is studying history of music. She is writing her thesis on the origins and birth of Jazz. At Easter break, she's travelling down South to collect material and get her out of her books.

             Mathilda slams the folder shut and pushes back her chair, her hair. She grabs her brown swede jacket and clatters down the stairs, stuffing her keys in her jeans. Rushing across the Avenue, she's honked by a yellow cab, Once in the park she strolls down yhe macadam path, over the bridge  to the esplanade. The beat reaches her and she stumbles on the group in a curve  behind a bush. Three tall, stunning-looking Africans are slapping intent, toes tapping the leather of their sandalled soles, on goat-skinned drums. Tuffs of animal hair crown the rims. Tam ' em ti tum.

                "Hi,"  the one in an ochre tunic and matching slacks lifts his eyes and smiles at her.
                "Salut !" He greets her. Deep warmth glows from his face.

                  Their conversation weaves a line between their chants and Mathilda's smiles. The tallest African looks at her through eons, his eyes twinkling wisdom as if he knows what she is thinking better than herself.



And then I was stuck for a long time. And I know why. I'm not very good with dialogue ! It's bad enough in a novel, it's even worse in a short story. So whatever entity is up there, the muse of dialogue, come and visit me sometime !

©SusanBauryRouchard

Thank you for reading. If you would like to share your thoughts, please comment below
and I will be sure to reply. Have a nice IWSG day.
Finally rain, here in Toulouse, a nice spring patter and even some sunshine, now at noon.




⌗AtoZ Challenge, April 4th 2019, letter D



Here is my contribution to the A to Z Challenge of April 2019.
This is the first time I am participating in this challenge, so we'll see if I have the stamina to complete the whole month !
I am also, very ambitiously, writing for the April NaNoWrite ! So the challenge is twofold !!

Hang on to your horse and enjoy the ride. And good luck to all my fellow participants.




if you would like to learn more about the A to Z Challenge
go here



I've just come back from the Dentist, this morning. 
An hour and a half on the chair. Molar extraction. 
Local anethetic, an enormous needle stabbing my gums repeatedly, again, and again because I can still feel everything ! Gums slit. Tooth dug out then yanked at, pull and pull and finally stripped from the jaw. Ouch !
Then the clearing begins. I have an enormous infection between the roots and the nasal cavity, that's why the tooth had to come out, to reach the infected area. Scrap, scrap, drill, drill..still some goo to clean away. Blood fills my mouth, I breath deeply and try and stay in my meditation, painlessly yet highly conscious of everything that's going on. Emma, my middle daughter would have fainted by now. She swoons if she pricks her finger, poor, sweet little princess that she has always been.
Ok , the infection is dealt with. I 'time out' with my two forefingers. I'm allowed to spit my blood into the enamel basin . I don't want to swallow infected blood !
So, now the nasal cavity needs to be repaired, eaten half away as it is. Scrapping again, to free some of the remaining bone tissue. Then, out of my mouth, that I can rest and massage, mixing my bone tissue with artificial bone so it will regenerate itself more efficiently. the brand new mixture is spread onto the roof of the tooth's ghost. Then a synthetic membrane is added to patch it all up. Now come the nails. Hammered in. They will serve to screw on the new tooth. Pound, pound, pound, knocking my brain loose.
Everything is in place. Some disinfectant and a plaster to avoid any new germs from seting up their camp . And the stitching begins. Needle and thread, in and out, in and out, in and out, six times. Oh, no, not enough. Two more should do the job. Hurry ! The anaesthetic is wearing off, I can feel the gum again, the needle, the prick, the thread running through. My jaw is aching, my lips parched, stretched, I won't be able to shut my mouth again.
Finished. I can rinse and swallow, drink at last. Surgical gown and bonnet off. A pad of ice, held to my cheek while I pay, yes PAY ! My tongue feels the gaping hole, my lips still numb, my eyes watering. The throbbing is starting.
Recommendations : anti-biotics and analgesics, ice pack day and night. It will swell, it will bruise : black, blue, green, yellow over three weeks. 'I'll see you in two, to take out the stitches and check that it hasn't re-infected'. Then 4 months of healing before screwing in a new tooth.
What am I complaining about ! A hundred years ago, it would have been, a swig of rum, some gas and yank, yank, yank. Leaving a gaping hole and praying God...or someone, that it would heal all on its own. No replacement in sight.
Now I sit writing, eating my apple, cut up into tiny cubes, a crick in my neck and half my face done up in an ice pack legging. A real Easter Egg.

©SusanBauryRouchard